a new year, the end of something, and starting of something...

THIS IS A FORWARD WARNING: ANYTHING FEATURED HERE WILL NOT HAVE ANY PICTURE, AND PARENTAL ADVISORY IS ADVISED FOR CHILDREN WITH INTELLIGENCE AT THE SAME LEVEL AS MY COUSIN AZZRA. ANYTHING THAT IS CONSIDERED A COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT WILL BE ENTERTAINED AND CAN BE DIRECTED TO MY COMMENT. BUT I LIED IT WILL NOT BE ENTERTAINED, BECAUSE IT WILL BE TREATED AS THOUGHT IT IS AN UNIMPORTANT THING, LIKE A SINGLE STRAIND OF YARN IN MY SHIRT OR A WATER DRIPPING SOMEWHERE IN THE MIDDLE OF AN EMPTY FOREST.THANK YOU

okay, tonight is the big countdown. and tomorrow is a new year. which i totally think sucks.. and by sucks i mean really sucks. cause every new year, i have to follow my parent and go to some stupid barbeque, and all. and the bad thing is, i have no friend at the barbeque. E-In is in KL, probably having a blast celebrating new year there, and Opie is probably at the PLKN camp celebrating there, or maybe he's here... whatever...

i have no mood celebrating new year, cause as i've always thought of it as meaningless. and probably because i have a fever caused by my stupid idiotic sore throat. and to make things worse, nobodies home. and i'm alone to face this horrible predicament like luke skywalker fighting darth vader in Episode 5... or 6...its 5

and making matter's worse is that, i have lost my voice, due to the sore throat. so in the worse case scenario, i probably have to stay at home, and be sick while the others are celebrating new year, hey i mean a barbeque is better than feeling all fucked up sick at home...at least its better than last year, and to make matters worse, another year alone... she's not here, and if you're reading this baby, always know i'll always think of you..hehehehe

i want to go somewhere else next year, maybe go to KL or Miri to celebrate Nu Metal Year... plus my birthday is coming this january and to be precise its the 10th...... following up to that i would also like to point out that this year my january 10th birthday will coincide with my birthday in the Islamic calender, that is 13 Muharram... which also is like last year, coincide with Awal Muharram. and somehow its a sign from god that i must be more pious and not miss my solat and stuff, but i cant do that especially when i'm turing 18. but i must. and by the way my birthday will be celebrated with a zikir and kia mulaail at my house. its better that than what Azzra did.

"then there were just the 2 of us, why couldn't have we been more, why couldn't have we love each other, and till the end we regretted our lost, and neglected to see that our lives were fading...." KMKORG- Till the end...(i'm forming this band... and this song i did write)

the day i kissed your lips and you are gone...

and it was gone... and nearly just before the end of the year, in any case... happy new year!~~~ whatever....

and as an early new year treat, i've jumble up some bee gees with some of my own words, the song is "THE FIRST OF MAY"

when i was small,
and school desk were tall,
we used to love while others used to study,
don't ask me why,
but time has passed us by,
someone else moved in from that stupid place
....

guess thats it.... i just wanted to say that... heheehhehe, new year gives me brain damage... and it all comes back to haunt me every day... and my mind will go into a catatonic state, or as i like to call it my BIAWAK LAND SPECIAL....

a modern day randomness

THIS IS A FORWARD WARNING: ANYTHING FEATURED HERE WILL NOT HAVE ANY PICTURE, AND PARENTAL ADVISORY IS ADVISED FOR CHILDREN WITH INTELLIGENCE AT THE SAME LEVEL AS MY COUSIN AZZRA. ANYTHING THAT IS CONSIDERED A COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT WILL BE ENTERTAINED AND CAN BE DIRECTED TO MY COMMENT. BUT I LIED IT WILL NOT BE ENTERTAINED, BECAUSE IT WILL BE TREATED AS THOUGHT IT IS AN UNIMPORTANT THING, LIKE A SINGLE STRAIND OF YARN IN MY SHIRT OR A WATER DRIPPING SOMEWHERE IN THE MIDDLE OF AN EMPTY FOREST.THANK YOU

this is just another one of my blogs that i dont think is important. it is an update. pictures can be fun, but i dont like using to much picture because it ruined my language department, plus i dont like my blogs to be filled with random pictures like ERNA's(yes you) blog. no seriously, too many pictures can create different meaning and i have a lot of pictures with a lot of memories, but i never used any of them to describe the words in my blog. and i'm sorry in advance if this blogs irritate you ERNA, but its just what i do, i'm annoying.

i dont get it with people, especially my friends, everytime i talk, they laugh at me, Azzra said its because eveything i said is funny, but i dont think so, he thinks its funny because something is definitely wrong with him, but how about the other people? anyway i wont think about that, that much because i have more things to worry about. like what to do with my life now? or what to eat for breakfast tomorrow? or do i have to go jogging the next morning? the answer to all of that is stupid, i know, but it doesn't help that those are the question that keep appearing inside my mind, and for some apparent reason, i'm just typing what keeps popping insde my mind. i hate it when that happens. and the rambling just continue on and on and on and on..

and to anyone who manages to read my writing as far as here, seriously its a lost cause. and thats all i;ve got to say...

"Oh Bidadari, berulaskan syair oleh awan, sang rembulan, tidak putus menyeret dawai biola, memujuk bidadari, agar tidak membilang lawan, agar menghentikan getar-getar, yg berkelana di ratusan jiwa"
Hujan-Di kala Bulan Bermain Biola

whatever you eat becomes something...

i like to eat, and thats a fact...
here's where i go to eat
and i got pictures too





Kaya And Toast, for breakfast, a choice of Nasi Lemak Special or Curry Mee
but that day i ate there i ordered Nasi Lemak Special

yummy...

and for lunch i ate at Manhattan Fish Market, i know, people only eat there for Dinner, but its me...i ordered the Grilled Platter for One

usually i order the Flaming Platter for one but my mom ordered that so i didn't..

and by the way since i'm using more picutres now, i'll reduce what i'll have to say, because pictures paints a thousand words, so whats another hundred from me is gonna do, i'll let the pictures make the words... have your imaginations...


"Lookin' back as lovers go walkin past, all of my life, Wonderin' how they met and what makes it last, If i found the place, would I recognize the face? Something's tellin' me it might be you"

It Might Be you- Steven Bishop

Dear Sayang

Dear Sayang,

Dear Sayang,
I know your far away right now,
In Some far away place,
In a far away town,
I'm sorry if i didn't see you off,
its because i didn't get a chance to,
but don't worry,
i'll be here when you're back,
waiting on your love,
will you love me back?,
hey, i know theres a lot of guy over there too,
they're just friends,
but me i'm more,
remember me always,
don't ever forget,
our promise that night,
or we both regret,
i miss you here,
do you miss me too?
i can only hope that you'll always remember me,
text me always,
i'll reply back instantly,
give me a miss call,
i'll call you back,
one miss called will turned me insane,
two could kill me,
i wouldn't know what could happen on three,
but i'll only say this,
missing you sayang,
always will,
i'll wait until you're back,
even if its forever,
i love you sayang,
always and ever...

the visit.. and the unfortunate... and the irony

last week, T-man's cousin from Terengganu came to kuching, so the plan was hanging out with them, which was a blast, and i learned something new while with them, especially about the night life, and something else...(secret) anyway... this is the picture of us hanging out at Great Eastern... and it was a blast, and i
started to go back home in the morning again...

2 kelisa park next to each other with the volume maximum can cause a lot of noise


then theres that gay dude with us too...



so that was it... got a new friend learn something and did something... then went home early, the next day...and about the picture, somebody complained to me that i dont have any picture in my blog... so there you go... this is what you get...

and since i'm doing all the picture stuff, i'm gonna give something ironic, an ironic situation..

i met this truck on the way back from Miri, this truck carries the supply of gas to gas station, but ironicly, it ran out of gas

there you go happy?

"When I wake up, I'm willing to take my chances on the hope I forget that you hate, Him more than you notice.I wrote this for you. (For you so...) You need him. I could be him... I could be an accident but I'm still trying. That's more than I can say for him. "

Fall Out Boy-Grand Theft Autumn

today is another day... and something else

i found out that i'm gonna hav to go to the PLKN.....good thing or bad thing? i dont know.... but anyway..i'll just go throught it.. its a call of duty, plus i'm interested in holding the colt M16.. so goodbye...