Tuesday, February 24, 2009

when the Matahari terbenam, all the nightlife starts...

started class yesterday, and the need to drink and chainsmokes starts again. not really, but it really does help with the building up stress. started long ago, and stops when i'm in the hospital. anyway, i'm still waiting for tomorrow, when the band comes together, and we have a new vocalist tomorrow, a girl. one of azzra's dream in a band is for a girl to be in his band, and now my band has one. and if you're reading this azzra(i doubt he even reads the words thats in the search bar or even the stop signs) in you face!

stop everything alert the press, i just finished learning one the song that have been hard for me to play with, an Arctic Monkeys songs the song is called "When The Sun Goes Down" also known in their new album "SCUMMY" yeah what a scummy man, just give him half a chance i bet he'll rob you if you can....

yeah some part of the song, and hence the title of this post. can't wait for tomorrow, and signing out..

"Come and Talk to me on my computer screen, the best years of our lives aren't as easy as they seem, to get the girl, and make the grade, its all a show, its all a game, and i would lose it if i play, but anyway...." Good Charlotte- The Click

Monday, February 23, 2009

look what i've got...

its almost here...something is almost here, every year, last year it was mine, this year is somebody elses'

yes it is almost here, the SPM/STPM result is almsot in. the reason why i've brought this up is because of the airtime it's gonna get on TV, every station has the same thing on, but from different kid and different schools. but there's always gonna be one student thats gonna get the highest record, like breaking 21 A's or 30 or 200 A's, and such.. but there's is always one thing that i always expect them to do, like telling the viewers that the reason they got that kind of record is because they want to prove something, and its not because they want to be on TV. but lets face it, who doesn't want to be on TV? not me(lying) mostly everybody...but that just doesn't pulls my strings at all.. i'm okay with SPMers and STPMers getting high score, but the only thing i want to see on TV is the answer to this Question that is asked to student that gets many A's or medium number of A's

Q1: How do you do it? what's your secret in getting this many A's?

A1: well i don't want to brag but, i did absolutely nothing. i never went to any of my class at school, i didn't study at all at home, i go clubbing during the weekend, okay i go during the weekdays too. and drinking and smoking keeps me awake the whole time during the exams..

Q2: Who do you thanked for your success?

A2: i wanted to thanked my teachers and my parents, but sadly that meant i would have to lie. seriously though, i only have myself to thank, my teachers said i would fail miserably, and my parents are either busy with work or fighting about their divorce. that about sums it up for my thanks. oh and yeah, i would mostly like to thank my friends that helped me forget all the trouble at home and school by bringing me out and such. and of course my girlfriend.

Q3: Any words to this years SPM/STPM facers?

A3: well i would mostly say study hard and smart, but it didn't work for me so all i need to say is study whenever, wherever you want. or you could do with a last minute preperation thing, like moments before the exam, you do your revisions, so you'll remember everything, seriously.

that would be something to watch, wouldn't it? maybe i could make a movie about it, you know like slumdog millionaire..

Monday, February 16, 2009

quotes, quotes and quotes...some of my favourites

quotes.. these are my favourite words, the best thing about them is that its very philosophical, and you're always right, because its not thought of by you.. most of my quotes come from songs, like Fall out boy, or the strokes, or elefante, or bloc party, or eric clapton, or dudes like bob marley..anyway, i haven't used quotes from movies or famous classical heroes, or old minds(like aristotle and socrates)so here are my collections of quotes that i really, really really like...well most of them are on love, and most of them are from wikiquote, and from this book of quotations that i bought a few years back...

"And let there be no purpose in friendship save the deepening of the spirit. For love that seeks aught but the disclosure of its own mystery is not love but a net cast forth: and only the unprofitable is caught."

"Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself. Love possesses not nor would it be possessed; For love is sufficient unto love. "

Khalil Gibran, The Prophet

"The Encyclopedia Galactica, in its chapter on Love states that it is far too complicated to define. The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy has this to say on the subject of love: Avoid, if you are able to."

Douglas Adams in The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy

"All our young lifes we search for someone to love. Someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope. All the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, there's someone perfect who might be searching for us."

Kevin Arnold (Daniel Stern) narrating in The Wonder Years (1988)

"Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies."

Aristotle

"The stage is more beholding to love, than the life of man. For as to the stage, love is ever matter of comedies, and now and then of tragedies; but in life it doth much mischief; sometimes like a siren, sometimes like a fury"

Francis bacon

"True love is your soul's recognition of its counterpoint in another."

John Beckwith ( Owen Wilson) in Wedding Crashers

"You are at the begining of your life, perhaps you will have many loves, but if you are fortunate, you will have only one love."

Jolee Bindo, Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic

"All I have is my love of love and love is not loving. "

David bowie

"Our love is like the wind you can't see it but you can feel it! "

Landon Carter, A Walk to Remember

"Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes. There are three things that last faith, hope and love, and love is the greatest of these."

Landon Carter in A Walk to Remember

"Love is watching someone die."

Death Cab For Cutie

"Love is most nearly itself when here and now cease to matter. "

T.S Eliot


"Love is a snowmobile racing across the tundra and then suddenly it flips over, pinning you underneath. At night, the ice weasels come. "

Matt Groening, Creator of the Simpsons

"When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will finally know peace."

Jimi Hendrix

"There is scarcely anything else in the world but that: to love one another. "

Victor Hugo in Les Misérables

"You are what you love, not what loves you"

Donald Kaufman (Nicholas Cage) in Adaptation

"Everyone can be great because anyone can serve. You don't have to have a college degree to serve. You don't even have to make your subject and verb agree to serve...You only need a heart full of grace, a soul generated by love"

Martin Luther King, Jr

"We've got this gift of love, but love is like a precious plant. You can't just accept it and leave it in the cupboard or just think it's going to get on by itself. You've got to keep watering it. You've got to really look after it and nurture it. "

"Everything is clearer when you're in love."

"Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten, never let it disappear"

John Lennon

"That which is done out of love always takes place beyond good and evil."

Friedrich Nietzsche

""How grateful I was then to be part of the mystery, to love and to be loved. Let's just hope that is enough."

"Love's an excuse to get hurt. And to hurt."

Conor Oberst

"In uncertainty I am certain that underneath their topmost layers of frailty men want to be good and want to be loved. Indeed most of their vices are attempted short cuts to love. When a man comes to die, no matter what his talents and influence and genius, if he dies unloved his life must be a failure to him and his dying a cold horror. "

John Steinbeck in East of Eden

"True love is the only heart disease that is best left to run on. "

Mark Twain

'Stop talking about love. Every asshole in the world says he loves somebody. It means nothing.'
'But it's true-'
'Still doesn't mean anything. What you feel only matters to you. It is what you do to the people you love; that's what matters. That's the only thing that counts.'

Stephen (Tom Wilkinson), in The Last Kiss (2006)

"Man is in love and loves what vanishes,
What more is there to say? "

William Butler YEats


Hope you enjoy reading thism, or suffering through it, whichever ones suits...
Leave a comment or something cynical and/or sarcastic...please i need sarcasm in my life... lately my sarcastic feelings have gone...

Saturday, February 14, 2009

nothing in this world...

i just discovered darkness in my soul... and i'm liking it... just beware, i'm much more evil than i was before...

nice guys finish last....

THIS A WORK OF FICTION. ANYHTING WRITTEN BELOW DOESN'T HAVE ANY RELATION TO THOSE AHO ARE ALIVE, DEAD, DYING, OR ABOUT TO BE BORN. ANY SIMILARITIES ARE PURE COINCIDENCE, OR IT MIGHT BE TRUE. YOU HAVE TO THINK HARD IF IT HAD HAPPENED TO YOU BEFORE, JUST THINKING IF IT IS DE-JAVU. BUT THEN AGAIN IF YOU DON'T REMEMBER THEM, OR IT NEVER HAPPENED, THEN, NO WOORIES RIGHT MATE? ANYWAY HERE'S THE STORY..


DIARY OF SID:

i hate being a nice guy... especially when you're around girls. cause some girls never go for the nice guys, they always go for those jackazz types...some of this are true in some situation, unfortunately for me its true. since i have to be a gentleman whenever i bring a girl out, i thought that was what a girl would want.. a nice dude who open the car doors for them, and pays for their meal, and walk with them all the way even if she's a slow walker, and stop conversations with friends that you meet while you were walking just for their sake.

unfortunately, she doesn't pay attention to any of these. when you open the doors for them, they slam the door shut in front of your face, and when you pay for their meals, they buy the most expensive things, and when you try to walk the same pace as her, she says she needs some space, and when you stop talking to your friends that you meet, she talks for hours on the phone, leaving you to wait at a table at the foodcourt while you eat ice-cream, and the other one you bought for her melts away. she doesn't pay attention to any of these...

then a week later you found out she broke up with you because she wants to start seeing somebody else. that just breaks your heart, but you're a nice guy, so you let her go, thinking if its love she'll see it, and love you back. but then you start seeing her with someone else while you were out with your friends, and then another guy the next day, and another guy at night. you have to start to think, are they friends or are they clients?

so a few days later, you start a new resolution,(not swearing off girls, and start liking guys, and start being gay) start being an asshole, and be a punk, a rebel. chicks dig that. start swearing at everything, stop with that faggy voice and start talking like a a dipshit. fix the stupid hair-do, dont make your hair look like those pencil pushing dorks working at some office with medium paid jobs. use some clay and make your hair look cool, messy but cool...

FINISH.


thats it for my post, i have no idea why i'm writing like this, but it kinda feels like something that has been bothering me. not that its about me or anything. but anyway,read? do people even read my blog?

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

just a few more days

there is just a few days left.. so all thats left to do is just, accept it..

finished what i started, start something else to finish...

save enough to buy things, buy things till its enough

eat till i drop, drop thing that i eat,

and nothing will change... unless i get a serious girl, to change my life... hmm(sigh) where is that perfect girl that i have been looking for...wheres 'just the girl i'm looking for' where's my sunshine after the rain'

hope i'll find her soon.... as i people would say a tomorrow is a new day.. but to me, the next hour is for new things.... and i'm almost finished with Warriors Orochi...

Sunday, February 1, 2009

RoXane Aka Rozana

This is the third video of our jam ....



its a slow to fast version... leave comment...as if..