i'm regretting. regrets are never good. so i'll just forget it.
anyway, seems its already been 2 month, i haven't said a word to her. its not cause i'm mad or anything, its just that, i don't know, i dunno what i'm doing anymore... am i really going to get over it just like this? cause no matter what, i'm eventually gonna meet her.. its as if i don't know.
she has her own things going on. but if theres one thing i know that i want to do, is that i'm never falling for someone again. cause the fact is, there is never a true love....i've been hurt much too much already, not by her, but by some other girl before her.....and yeah i look fine but guess what i'm never gonna be fine.
its something thats gonna stay forever, it never slips out of my mind, but whenever its the main thing inside my head, i try to laugh myself to try not to think about it.
the truth is, guys that are honest are a dime a dozen, and some that looks good and are honest at the same time are harder to find. i'm not saying i look good, i don't. i'll never will.....but now people only choose the faces right? personality, and everything too.... cause if you're lucky, you'll find the one thats always good to you even when you're not good.....but the fact is that nobody even freaking cares anymore....
i'm just rambling random stuff here, and i'm not making sense...don't ever believe in true love....if love doesn't even exist, how can there be true love right? hahaha
theres a word for people who don't believe in god, they are known as atheist, i don't believe in love, what do you call it?
get you're edward cullen, and your prince charming, and try to find them, they're not real, but you'll get em anyway, closer than resemblance, feelings not the same, i hope they are true, cause the truth is, guys don't really love girls, they're just playing with em. i've heard hundreds of stories of how a girl got broken by a guy, and guess where they start at? lovey-dovey feelings from every point of time, calling in every minute, and they always say that this is true love.. as if, three month laters they're fighting calling each other whore and bitches, and sluts...and lastly they were not together again.....i've heard them all before. no guy will ever love a girl truely...even me....yes its true....
"a love poem is nothing noone can really give, its just a poem, theres no love... emotion makes em love... fuck that..."
