Sunday, May 25, 2008

To Awaken After the Hour

i was just about to sleep after watching CSI Miami, but the show afterwards caught my attention. another one of those direct to TV independent movie in NTV7, Festival called ADIK.( yea for malaysia).... i watched Festival before, last week was JANGAN LUPA, and before that was boring , and the one i remember most is most probably Vespa cikgu Mazlan/ azman/ something like that name.....

moving on, the ADIK story....

it starts with a girl fighting with her mother when the mother wanted to marry again, the girl was only a mere child called Adik,(i couldn't care what her name is)
adik was sad that her mother was marrying another when her father was still alive somewhere in jakarta...so in desperate attempt to be happy, she decided to embark on a journey to find her father in JAkarta ala home alone 2, wihtout the robber...she stole her moms credit card to buy her airplane ticket, packed up some moneys for her travel payments( taxi and foods), which include RM120, some rupiah money, and US$100(amazing what u can getwith this money) ....i'm writing this synopsis in the midst of the break...... so waiting..... now the taxi guy he went aboard in Jakarta wanted her to pay 200,000 Rupiah....what?! so she couldn't pay, the driver took her stuff, but later she foujnd the taxi, but no driver... it was another driver, a younger one.... so here begins the tale of this two unlikely acquantince whle they journey arounf the city of Jakarta, one searching for her father, while the other one searching for his cewek cantik....so then she exchanged her money, the US$100 to indonesian money..... they circulate the money around, with written messages on it buying anything that is imaginable..... so then adik was in the toilet, she was facing some "ladis issues" and wanted the guy to buy her some "pads".... the guy went, and bought her some, while he was on the way back to the toilet, he saw the Cewek cantik, also known as the ballerina girl. so he spent one hour chasing her. and after he got back to adik she was walking out of the toilet while crying....he made her wait one hour for her pads....just for some balerina girl, sound very reasonable.....for me anyway......so i'm waiting for the break to finish again..... so they saw the old taxi driver that stole her bags... the guy got her bag back, while adik was "helping" the guy with balerina girl, which wasn't quite helpful she gave her the money with his number on it, and if u look at it the different way, it may be very weird..... damn it.... adik got hit by a Scooter-taxi, without warning, that is quite bothersome.... she's in a jakarta hospital....kay the guy just found out Adik(Arissa, i just found out her name) mom's number... he called her, and a terrible truth was found out, her father had already died, 3 years ago....and i just found out the guy's name, armain/arman/ahman......then some more touching moments, Arisaa cried... arman forced her to call her mom, but she refused, because she didn't want to see her mom marry another, finally she talked to her mom... she went back to KL.. and on the positive side with Arman, the balerina girl named Maya called him.... and then so ends the story of Adik.....biz briefcase is on....ow... what a bore.... but the ending was a fit end to a beatiful story... so i've no intention of making an alternative ending, cause the story revolves around a 10-13 year old girl?..... so like Ridwan would say..... "NO COMMENT"


"I Like a Girl older THAN ME.....not YOUNGER, umm.... not too old, just a few years older la..."

Sunday, May 18, 2008

given all the things, i still chose her

"everybody needs a little time away"
Chicago, 'Hard to say Goodbye'

well, i just finished reading ridwan's blog. he made a journey story about our first picnic in pasir panjang...... and he made me recall this old man we met...

eww.....

okay...
today's activity, didn't quite do much, stayed at home waiting for the function at uncle Bayie's house this evening, makan whole/howl/hole/haul? to remember my late grandfather who passed away about 7 years ago, or maybe 6 years ago...sedekah alfatihah kepadanya.....AL-FATIHAH..........i didn't quite made it to the doa recitation at the house but i my family made it earlier this week, last tuesday, Pdoz leaded the doa...my grandfather's brother, who i also called "nenek" made a comment about my hair, which wasn't actually long, although its dyed, he told me my hair is, umm i quote" macam urang bok kak gugok lam sungei" a comment my uncle told me earlier. darn, because of that comment, i had to cut my hair... but i made it my call to fashioned it. i told the barber lady to cut my hair in a fauxhawk kind of haircut..........anyway, it did work on me. but the bad thing was, i had to walk back to my house through a very dark road there were lights but it was very dim. so after i got home, mummy told me to buy her some Nasi goreng kampung from Amnah's Anekarasa, a nearby cafe. i went there using Satria. not so great nyway....waited so long just for the Nasi goreng kampung. i had a drink, watched this movie called THE GREEN MILE, then i went home.... then Louis called me, to tell me that tomorrow i had to go to his house to do the Hitler assignment, don worry, we're just doing it for communication class thing..... i was hoping that tomorrow was a free day for me. i was going to spend my day going out with the guys, but the assignment had to get in the way... so i'm replanning to go at night.....so we get to see the haunted place again....huahuahuahuahahaha

so as i'm writing this blog i'm watching this show on NTV7, called Jangan Lupa a story about this guy, name Amir/Ameer/Emir who happens to be a nice guy, he had everything going for him, although he was poor, he was happy. after getting a job, his friends asked him to go clubbing with him, then he met this supermodel girl named Marina.he's still a nice guy even after getting a rich girlfriend. but somehow, his supposed girlfriend girlfriend kicked him out of her house, because she was mad at him for leeching her, which wasn't why she dumped/kicked him out, she was a mistress to some rich guy, who happens to come home to meet his mistress.
so Amir, had no place to go. he went back to his friends house, who closed the door at him first then let him in after he told him that the friend was all he got there. the next day, his mother went to see him at the office, Amir was trying to cantact his Ex. then after he lost hope, he saw his mother. he went to her apologizing for being a bad son. i didn't get why he was being a bad son, he never did anything wrong, he just didn't called his mother for 2 months.maybe that is quite bad to someone i don know.....okay so i'm waiting for the show to resume, its still on break......kay its back.....Amir bought a new house for he and his mother to live....his new house has been filled, he's talking about bringing over his friend, that friend is...this girl from work, a typical "wanita melayu manis".....now Amir is thinking of marrying, and on his mother suggestion sell the land title of his late father's land in his Kampung, his mother was willing to sell it because she was getting more comfortable living in the city, and didn't want to go back to the Kampung.....the story ends with a happy ending for Amir, he owns a big Bungalowe, his mom have a driver, and i think he now has a son.....it all ends with a happy ending.......awwww, how sweet.............

well my version would end with Marina(the model he dated before) was pregnant with his son/daughter, and his mother would die from the shock of him having a child with a girl he hasn't married, so the credits would roll of him crying over his mother's grave, while his kids and his "force-wife" is in the car........hahahahaahaaahah

Its true i have a twisted mind, hehehehehe......

Thursday, May 15, 2008

One Look From You and I Would Fall From Grace

and in this week of my life the list of things that happens is:
1.i finished all my individual assignment.
2.conquer my fear of talking in front of an audience
3.i learned how to think on my feet
4.send Aisyah her birthday present

that was it...
okay, last Sunday, me and the guys(Nazwan, Tman, Tony) went to eat at Suhai, but apparently the place was closed on Sunday nights. so we inevitibly went to BENTENG, a place around Satok. we only drank there... most of the clubs around Kuching were closed that night, not that we want to go there, we just wanted to see drunk chick.

The next day, Monday. we went to suhai again, plus one guess Ridwan. so being early today, we do not intend to see more clubs again. instead we decided to explore the haunted site in Kuching. We pass by the abandoned Nurse training centre, the place is just before Saberkas. well i couldn't state wether the place is haunted or not, we only passed the place. but the place is quite scary, the road leading there had little streetlights, plus the lights were only halfway, the middle of the road going away from the place is dark as hell... we were all a little scared, plus i warned the guys to close all the windows. but nazwan didn't, he only closed the window halfway.so then i felt, the wind going to my neck, so i told him to close the bloody window quickly. then we finally got through the place. i told the guys that we should do this again, maybe some other place or the same place. then the very idea of using motorcycle to go to that place came into my mind. what if we went to the place on a friday night, using motorcycle, and on a full moon. that was very scary.

anyway, speaking of using motorcycles, tonight, after i refueled my motorcycle, i went to town just to ride around, then i thought to myself why go to town? there could be a road block. so instead i went to my Kampung. which was the Kampung that is labeled with numbers. Kampung no 1, kampung no 2, kampung no 3 etc. overall the kampung lighting were quite dark.not that scary since in every road junction there were people "Lepak" all night...not exactly allnight, but at least untill 11, at 12 they would usually ride around on their bike.

so i'm kinda looking forward to this weekend, maybe we'll go around haunted places again, or look for drunk chicks. and Nikki wanted us to volunteer again, just because we were Mass Comm students, but it doesn't involves human awareness. so i'm not going. the event taking place at the Spring is a fashion show, i think. i wasn't told about the event, so i'm not going. i had my own plan, which is go jamming, with Azzra(gay.) and i'm kinda looking forward to jamming, since it was a long time since i last went jamming.

well this is where i will end my post, so keep this in mind

"THERE IS NO I IN TEAM UNLESS ITS SOMEONE'S NAME,and that someone being TIM" that was just weird, but i think it is right.....kay see ya'll

Saturday, May 3, 2008

This is life

welcome, i've put a lot of thought into writting an online story. it would not probably be as much of a hit, but give it a read, it may interest some party and it may not interest some other, but i don't give a crap.

its all about the life peopel live through in Kuching. maybe it is a new experience to other maybe it is similar, i don't know i'm not a mind reader. i cannot promise that my english is up to a level of a professional writer, but it is written with simple word.

http://hidupdisini.blogspot.com/

or click the link on the side of this blog(Life as it is)>>>>>

Friday, May 2, 2008

When i come around, what would you do?

UNREQUITED LOVE

this word means love that is not returned, or as in wikipedia and i quote:
"Unrequited love is love that is not reciprocated, even though reciprocation is usually deeply desired. The beloved may not even be aware of this person's deep feelings for them. This can lead to feelings such as depression, low self-esteem, anxiety, and rapid mood swings between depression and euphoria."

i could say that emo's have this problem, i mean this is where emo originated, am i right? emo is not a song genre, its just an emotion that people suffer. but the term has taken into other meaning turning it into a fashion statement, a song genre when in truth its just about unrequited love.

okay no more wbout emo, unrequited love has been a great topic for most film these days, and it has also been in the literature in the past.... plus some songs are also on unrequited love... here are the list of movies that i've listed as unrequited love related:
Movies:
There's somthing about mary
Jerry McGuire
Never Been Kissed
Just Friends
My Sassy Girl
Loser
Sweet Home Alabama
She's All That
A Cinderella Story
The Good Girl
Igby Goes Down
Accepted
The New Guy
National Lampoon Van Wilders
National Lampoon Van Wilders 2: Rise of Taj\
Dumb And Dumberer:When Lyod Met Harry
I Think I Love My Wife
How To Lode A Guy In 10 Days
Not Another Teen Movie
Sixteen Candles
The Lizzie McGuire Movie
Old School
Dodgeball:A True Underdog Story
Win a Date With Tad Hamilton
Hitch
Just Like Heaven
Corpse Bride
Wedding Crashers
Just My Luck
My super Ex-Girlfriend
She's the Man
Bill
CAtch And Release

whew...that was a long one.... i have more movies that i can realate to this topic today, but i'm tired now... so... bye

"Popularity isn't a contest...It's a war. " The New Guy

That thing i'd did

well... today was certainly a very fine day.....really fine indeed....

went to the the ONE LIFE EXHIBItion at the spring. i was one of the volunteer there, i worked at the check out counter, where my job is to thank people and take the MP3 thing from them. i would like to thank the partner that was with me there, Intan, Gina, Tassyla, and Chrislyn without them my day would totally suck ass. yeah n also to all the people that was involved today, Ayn, samuel, Loius, Mr. Alex, Kak Dayang, Kenan, and the whole lot that was there this morning and afternoon until 4. well now that that is out of the way...

ONE THING THAT PISSES ME OFF
you know when there is an accident that happens in the side of the road? what would you normally do? most people would slow down to see what's happening, and some might even stop. this ritual of being really nosy really pisses me off because first of all it stops and blocks traffic and can cause major traffic jam. like one time long ago there was this car who hit the back bumper of the car in front. and because of this i was stuck in the traffic jam for almost an hour(it was the bridge before going to Satok) this wasn't caused by the accident actually, because the car already moved their car to the side of the road, but it was caused by the bloody people that wants to see what's happening. i mean why the hell would you watch a car that barely left a single scratch on the bumper of another car? isn't this just stupid? well i guess malaysian are meant to be nosy, not to offend anybody, but come on, if its just a bumper grind don't stop, unless its a major accident that involves death or someone lost their head in the accident or a kid is squished under a giant truck, but other than that, please don't stop to see......