Light, when people think of this, they would always think of happiness good, heaven, and all that sentimental stuff, while the opposite of the word, Dark, whne people think of this, its always about sadness or death or emo or evil. how would people react if i say that most people are afraid of the darkness.
here's a question:
It is in the middle of the night, you are alone at home. suddenly there is a huge thunderstorm and then the lights just gave out because of some busted fusebox.what would you do?
A. Grab a torchlight and replace the fusebox with a new one
B. Leave it and replace the thing the next day
most of you would probably have chosen the option A. well that just goes to show how afraid people are. but then again when i say this, people will say they are concerned of burglers or robbers or rapist or serial killer. well those kind of thought mostly emerge during a blackout or when you are facing a dark place, example a dark road. when there is a blackout happening at my house, i would usually think of ZOMBIES, which would be the coolest thing to happen. but then again it could also be my biggest fear, i mean suddenly waking up to a world filled with zombies...
anyway what i was talking about, darkness is a thing that everyone fear at some point or another.when you hear someone that is afraid of the dark, that's not a kid aged 12 and below, they would probably think that their crazy, like that dude form sleepy hollow. but face it, we are afraid of the dark, even me (i'm admiting it).
Darkness can play tricks with your mind, especially when its pitch black darkness, the kind when you couldn't even see a hint if light, you wave your hand in front of you eyes but you couldn't see it. then some strange sounds starts to come from around you. you think its nothing but the sound just keep coming closer, and closer. until it is just beside you. then it turns out that it was just your friend trying to give you a torchlight.and no this incident didn't have anything to do with me...
but there is a few good things about being in a dark place, especially when you're with friends and you know about the whole trick that the thing can do to your head. you can scare them hahahahahah....(i do not encourage people to scare old people and/or people who are suffering from heart attacks because it can cause a shock to them and kill them, believe me okay...)
this whole post is actually about something, finally!!
"then again its me myself and i"
Butterfinger-GirlFriday
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Thursday, April 23, 2009
holding things in my arm
there is nothing more valuable than what you are holding in your arm. i never did get this term.
so instead here's another post about absolutely something.
something kept appearing in my dreams lately, and itsw been keeping me up all night. and that something is actually a nightmare. i keep having nightmares about freddy krueger, and the creepy thing is, he talked with me in my dreams asking me to kill the people he's killing. and so i did kill them, of course it was a matter of time before i started to kill the people that i eventually woke up. i did felt like i missed the chance to actually try and kill something in my dreams, but i woke up. the next night i dream of killing zombies. its actually kind of fun killing zombies but it was all in my dream, of course i did kill a lot of zombies while playing resident evil, but dreams are much more real, because you are as if in the dreams.
and much to my horror, after that i dreamt of going on a date with this girl that i used to have a crush on, and she actually likes me, but the thing was, she was some kind of vampire. and thoughout my dreams she tried to kill me and suck my p...blood! and the creepy thing is when i woke up i had all these scratch marks and my neck was sore as if something had twisted it. i never took notice of things that happen but eventually it lead to how i'm feeling for the day. and i felt like crap. i don't know why, i have no reason at all to feel like crap.
what the hell is this post about? i don't know.. so all i got left to say is look both ways before crossing the road, and never think twice when you're about to do something....
so instead here's another post about absolutely something.
something kept appearing in my dreams lately, and itsw been keeping me up all night. and that something is actually a nightmare. i keep having nightmares about freddy krueger, and the creepy thing is, he talked with me in my dreams asking me to kill the people he's killing. and so i did kill them, of course it was a matter of time before i started to kill the people that i eventually woke up. i did felt like i missed the chance to actually try and kill something in my dreams, but i woke up. the next night i dream of killing zombies. its actually kind of fun killing zombies but it was all in my dream, of course i did kill a lot of zombies while playing resident evil, but dreams are much more real, because you are as if in the dreams.
and much to my horror, after that i dreamt of going on a date with this girl that i used to have a crush on, and she actually likes me, but the thing was, she was some kind of vampire. and thoughout my dreams she tried to kill me and suck my p...blood! and the creepy thing is when i woke up i had all these scratch marks and my neck was sore as if something had twisted it. i never took notice of things that happen but eventually it lead to how i'm feeling for the day. and i felt like crap. i don't know why, i have no reason at all to feel like crap.
what the hell is this post about? i don't know.. so all i got left to say is look both ways before crossing the road, and never think twice when you're about to do something....
Monday, April 6, 2009
a shield to guard us all, a shield to shade us
when someone promptly asked me what weapon i would choose if ever given a choice, i would most likely choose a large shield. some may say that its the most lamest weapon choice ever made. but to me its not. a shield is the most efficient of all weapon. because captain america uses it.
i used to ask myself why did captain america use a shield? why not use a heavily armed machinegun or an auto burst shotgun? my brain started to function as it would normally would when i want to piece up something broken or solving something.
why a shield? most people would say that a great offense is a sturdy defense. but then again, a great offense is mostly a great offense. but where would my brain go without thinking more about it. a shield symbolises a passive nature. the reason why captain america uses a shield is because he is symbol of passiveness. he is a soldier, and a soldier protects, eventhough he doesn't have any natural superpower, though he does have the super-soldier serum inside his body, which makes him like super in some way. but still his shield is his trademark.
a shield to a spartan warrior is like his right hand and another weapon beside spear and sword. the shield protects the fellow spartan, and protects themselves from enemy attacks.
i would mostly use a shield myself because another character that i know also uses a shield to fight, that is Goofy from Kingdom Hearts. yea, and from the description on the first kingdom hearts, when you choose the weapon at the start of the game. it says that a shield is used to protect your friends. and that is also why i would mostly use a shield more than any other weapon.
so the reason are as follows:
1. a shield is a symbol of passive-aggressive
2. a great offense is a great defense.
3. with a shield, you can protect your friends from danger
4. captain america uses a shield
4. Leonidas used a shield
5. Jason from Rise Of The Argonauts uses a shield as part of his weapon
6. Goofy uses it in Kingdom Hearts
7. i chose it when i first played kingdom hearts
8. if you throw a shield it always boomerangs back to you if its round and curved and thrown into right angle
9. if its made from vibranium it can absorb high pressured attacks
10. if your father before you and your grandfather before you used it, and its blessed by Apollo, then chances are, its enchanted and can shield you from damages even made by minotaurs or chimera.
11. if you're a disney character, and your shield is named Save The King, then it is you most powerful weapon, next to the keyblade that Sora won from defeating Sephiroth.
my conclusion is if you're in a battle choose a shield, but chances are in this day and age, they don't have any more shield, so find a good body armor.
i used to ask myself why did captain america use a shield? why not use a heavily armed machinegun or an auto burst shotgun? my brain started to function as it would normally would when i want to piece up something broken or solving something.
why a shield? most people would say that a great offense is a sturdy defense. but then again, a great offense is mostly a great offense. but where would my brain go without thinking more about it. a shield symbolises a passive nature. the reason why captain america uses a shield is because he is symbol of passiveness. he is a soldier, and a soldier protects, eventhough he doesn't have any natural superpower, though he does have the super-soldier serum inside his body, which makes him like super in some way. but still his shield is his trademark.
a shield to a spartan warrior is like his right hand and another weapon beside spear and sword. the shield protects the fellow spartan, and protects themselves from enemy attacks.
i would mostly use a shield myself because another character that i know also uses a shield to fight, that is Goofy from Kingdom Hearts. yea, and from the description on the first kingdom hearts, when you choose the weapon at the start of the game. it says that a shield is used to protect your friends. and that is also why i would mostly use a shield more than any other weapon.
so the reason are as follows:
1. a shield is a symbol of passive-aggressive
2. a great offense is a great defense.
3. with a shield, you can protect your friends from danger
4. captain america uses a shield
4. Leonidas used a shield
5. Jason from Rise Of The Argonauts uses a shield as part of his weapon
6. Goofy uses it in Kingdom Hearts
7. i chose it when i first played kingdom hearts
8. if you throw a shield it always boomerangs back to you if its round and curved and thrown into right angle
9. if its made from vibranium it can absorb high pressured attacks
10. if your father before you and your grandfather before you used it, and its blessed by Apollo, then chances are, its enchanted and can shield you from damages even made by minotaurs or chimera.
11. if you're a disney character, and your shield is named Save The King, then it is you most powerful weapon, next to the keyblade that Sora won from defeating Sephiroth.
my conclusion is if you're in a battle choose a shield, but chances are in this day and age, they don't have any more shield, so find a good body armor.
i'm still here
so recently i came across to some jokes. it goes like this:
what do you call someone who is cold and a jerk. the answer?
AN ICEHOLE...
i didn't get the joke but hopefully someone out there gets it.
and some good news, i have my own band. my band is called, The March-Mellows. its because we are very mellow. and march, its a cross between a marching band and the month of March.
and unfortunately one of my band members wasn't here this week, so we didn't go for any practice, instead i went out with my friend who just recently came back from matriks, Nazwan. yeah he's back, cracking up more jokes and something he does thats very funny that none of my other friend can never do, and with long hair he looks like shah rukh khan. no seriously, he even admitted it...hahaha
but on a lighter note, there was a PIKOM PC FAIR last saturday. so the four of us went there, me, T-man, Nazwan and tman's brother. anyway the place was crowded, but good news this time is that the fair was a lot bigger than last year and the attraction is a lot more, and the girls promoting the stuff are getting more eye catching. yes its true, not really but you get my point. i did found this cool new CPU that looks like the transformer robots, but brownish orange, and cost rm 5,xxx. i don't really know the price but it cost at least 5 thousand ringgit. and as always at a pc fair,the carpark was always a problem. we parked at parkson and had to take a long walk to permata carpark(yes the pc fair is at a carpark). how ironic is that the carpark did not have enough parking space. i don't get the irony but some do.
so i didn't buy anything when i first went, in fact i only went once there, but i did told my brother to buy a mouse for me. he was going there to buy a new High Definition monitor(yes we just bought one, but my laptop does have HD too) that my father wanted, and a new video card. with the newly bought video card, i could play rise of the argonauts, finally.......
without the video card, all i could see was chunks and blocks and slowly moving character killing something t red and yellow. now i could see jason(the argonauts) killing a chimera clearly. thanks to the video card, which is nvidia.
and today is monday. which discreetly means that its a bad day for everyone who has to work, have school and/or class, but to me its a wonderful day. because i'm having my midterm break this week. and just this week, i have no other plan. but this friday is good friday, not girl friday, meaning that most of my friend have a day off meaning i can do something, maybe call the band together and jam, or something. and the goodnews about nazwan coming home is that he can be our new camera man. thats right a new camera man. our band started off with a camera man who turned into our manager( Eee-In) then a camera woman (aishah) then another camera woman(T-Man's girlfriend) then another camera man (Opiey) and now maybe its Nazwan...
and since i'm on the subject of explaing about my band, i really want to explain how it all started:
before i was playing in my own band, i was a drummer who used to jam with my cousin (Gay).most fontunately the type of music that i play is different than his preference due to his nature of being such a poser, and he changes song like he changes clothes. so i started bringing T-man along as a spectator then becoming a camera man, then he started to sing radiohead's creep, so i wondered what if we made our own band, of course i always wanted to form a band with him ever since we were still in highschool, but back then it was a Hip-Hop band.
so anyway, i just let the thought play in my head for some time. as time went on, T-Man's cousin came along to kuching, they are from the Peninsular. anyway we started hanging out, and then we went jamming for 2 hours. and in that time, we brought along Gay, we played all sort of songs with me of course on drums and Gay on guitar. T-man was still watching and sang a few songs. but Gay was always there ruining the song. so afterwards we learned that T-Man's cousin have a band back home. and we were like super jealous, but not really. anyway after that we decided to form our own band. without including douchey Gay in our band.
while the process of thinking about forming our own band, i kept playing drum for Gay untill this one fateful day, the week when T-Man was having his midterm break. so we started off by wanting to go out for a day out doing something stupid in town, and we brought along Eee-In. so while thinking of wanting to do something, T-Man suggested that we go jamming, and i said okay, but who will play the guitar, and he told me to play because i can, and then the question was who plays the drum. i asked him to play the drum but he say he couldn't, then who would sing. so then out of nowhere he suggested that we bring along a friend from his college along who knows how to play the drums.
anyway we picked him up and went jamming. as it was fate, he turned out to be a great drummer, seriously. his name is LuLu, BTW he's a guy.anyway a day after, we wanted to go jamming again, and LuLu suggested wanting to bring out his uncle, who we first thought, bring an old guy jamming? so we went along, and we found out later he wasn;t old. he's a great bassist and he could also play other instruments well too... his name is Zack. and thats how we all met... and then of course we started jamming together, and jamming until we all agreed to form our own band. and that is history told from the eye of the guitarist of March-Mellows.
this is just some picture of us that i cropped together...
anyway, The March-Mellows will rise soon enough....
what do you call someone who is cold and a jerk. the answer?
AN ICEHOLE...
i didn't get the joke but hopefully someone out there gets it.
and some good news, i have my own band. my band is called, The March-Mellows. its because we are very mellow. and march, its a cross between a marching band and the month of March.
and unfortunately one of my band members wasn't here this week, so we didn't go for any practice, instead i went out with my friend who just recently came back from matriks, Nazwan. yeah he's back, cracking up more jokes and something he does thats very funny that none of my other friend can never do, and with long hair he looks like shah rukh khan. no seriously, he even admitted it...hahaha
but on a lighter note, there was a PIKOM PC FAIR last saturday. so the four of us went there, me, T-man, Nazwan and tman's brother. anyway the place was crowded, but good news this time is that the fair was a lot bigger than last year and the attraction is a lot more, and the girls promoting the stuff are getting more eye catching. yes its true, not really but you get my point. i did found this cool new CPU that looks like the transformer robots, but brownish orange, and cost rm 5,xxx. i don't really know the price but it cost at least 5 thousand ringgit. and as always at a pc fair,the carpark was always a problem. we parked at parkson and had to take a long walk to permata carpark(yes the pc fair is at a carpark). how ironic is that the carpark did not have enough parking space. i don't get the irony but some do.
so i didn't buy anything when i first went, in fact i only went once there, but i did told my brother to buy a mouse for me. he was going there to buy a new High Definition monitor(yes we just bought one, but my laptop does have HD too) that my father wanted, and a new video card. with the newly bought video card, i could play rise of the argonauts, finally.......
without the video card, all i could see was chunks and blocks and slowly moving character killing something t red and yellow. now i could see jason(the argonauts) killing a chimera clearly. thanks to the video card, which is nvidia.
and today is monday. which discreetly means that its a bad day for everyone who has to work, have school and/or class, but to me its a wonderful day. because i'm having my midterm break this week. and just this week, i have no other plan. but this friday is good friday, not girl friday, meaning that most of my friend have a day off meaning i can do something, maybe call the band together and jam, or something. and the goodnews about nazwan coming home is that he can be our new camera man. thats right a new camera man. our band started off with a camera man who turned into our manager( Eee-In) then a camera woman (aishah) then another camera woman(T-Man's girlfriend) then another camera man (Opiey) and now maybe its Nazwan...
and since i'm on the subject of explaing about my band, i really want to explain how it all started:
before i was playing in my own band, i was a drummer who used to jam with my cousin (Gay).most fontunately the type of music that i play is different than his preference due to his nature of being such a poser, and he changes song like he changes clothes. so i started bringing T-man along as a spectator then becoming a camera man, then he started to sing radiohead's creep, so i wondered what if we made our own band, of course i always wanted to form a band with him ever since we were still in highschool, but back then it was a Hip-Hop band.
so anyway, i just let the thought play in my head for some time. as time went on, T-Man's cousin came along to kuching, they are from the Peninsular. anyway we started hanging out, and then we went jamming for 2 hours. and in that time, we brought along Gay, we played all sort of songs with me of course on drums and Gay on guitar. T-man was still watching and sang a few songs. but Gay was always there ruining the song. so afterwards we learned that T-Man's cousin have a band back home. and we were like super jealous, but not really. anyway after that we decided to form our own band. without including douchey Gay in our band.
while the process of thinking about forming our own band, i kept playing drum for Gay untill this one fateful day, the week when T-Man was having his midterm break. so we started off by wanting to go out for a day out doing something stupid in town, and we brought along Eee-In. so while thinking of wanting to do something, T-Man suggested that we go jamming, and i said okay, but who will play the guitar, and he told me to play because i can, and then the question was who plays the drum. i asked him to play the drum but he say he couldn't, then who would sing. so then out of nowhere he suggested that we bring along a friend from his college along who knows how to play the drums.
anyway we picked him up and went jamming. as it was fate, he turned out to be a great drummer, seriously. his name is LuLu, BTW he's a guy.anyway a day after, we wanted to go jamming again, and LuLu suggested wanting to bring out his uncle, who we first thought, bring an old guy jamming? so we went along, and we found out later he wasn;t old. he's a great bassist and he could also play other instruments well too... his name is Zack. and thats how we all met... and then of course we started jamming together, and jamming until we all agreed to form our own band. and that is history told from the eye of the guitarist of March-Mellows.
this is just some picture of us that i cropped together...
anyway, The March-Mellows will rise soon enough....
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