bad day

today was the first day of school...........AT FIRST everything seemed well.......... i pass my addmath.... probably the best one i ever done........... and i aced my BM paper..................... afterwards things started to go wrong......... math paper was okay too......... but then things started to get ugly............ ESt is no more a play subject ........it started to feel hard.......... before our class never got below 20... now we got 10...... and the teachers even thought i cheated just because three of us has the same marks.... and the same answers...... now that is not right since we didn't even sit close.... and i didn't even got out of the hall........... this day really sucks..........then when i was riding i felt nervous for no reason.......... i really felt like i want to die.... but then i just went home locked myself in my room........... turnewd the music as loud as i can and sang to give out the stress i was producing.......... finally i got rid of all the stress......... ahh so happy now.......... while writing this i really wish she'd be online............ so i can talk to her...........well me outie......POST OVER

Post Reunion..........

i'm waiting for my couz to wake up.........we have some plan today..........its gonna be along day........... rudy will be here at eigth and opie is alredy here.......... naim is here too but i wouldn't know what he'll be..................... so in the meanime i'll just talk about the long vacation i had this week.............. by far this holiday i didn't do anything................... i went to a seminar hosted by sri sarjana at MBKS............. it was quite boring but i did get a few knowledge........... met anua and kashfi, he used to go to our school but somehow he got out, now isn't that lucky................ well i did talk to "HER" though................... so that did made up for all the times i wasted................ and i finally express my feeling for her.........it was better than i thought.................................... and there was this party that i wanna go to but it was only for those above age............. the party was for my cousin who got into a university, he's from london, and he got into nottingham university or something close to that , i don't know................ there was also this concert tonight at the tennis court at the satok suspension bridge............... i wanted to go but.......... my mom and brother stopped me .............. maybe its for the best............ they alwasy say that moms knows best............. what about brothers.................................. overall this has all been very great now i'm just waiting for Rudy o come so our plan may proceed...................huhuuahuahu