Sunday, August 29, 2010

somehow i feel so abandoned

to tell you the truth, i never wanted to post anything on this blog about my personal life and shit. but when it comes to wanting to express myself, i just need to do it right away. this blog may not have many reader, but this could be for my future reference.

anyway, i'm not very good with how people say social skills, this is due to my mother's strict upbringing. like i didn't know how to talk to a girl until i was 12, and that was thanks to a movie known as American Pie. thats right, i am thought the social skill through a movie. so skip a few years, dated a few girl without anyone knowing, and finally now.it has come to the point where i took the liberty to adopt the style of one Barney Stinson, from the tv series How I Met Your Mother. his philosophy of bro's and such, and never bring a girl to meet your parents, or even your friends, and making a girl think your somebody else(although i perfected the skills way before i watched that show.) . so at this point i'm thinking that dating a girl is fine, making friends with a girl is fine. but having a very serious relationship with them is another thing.

the THING ABOUT GUYS, no matter how much they say they love and miss their girl, behind their sweet loving face is another face that wants to miss some other girl. some guys manage to pull this off,some are unfortunate, and some like me, just don't seem to care about what the other girls feel, meaning they tell their girlfriends that the are seeing some other girl. after all honesty is always the best policy.

so right now i'm thinking that i'm single, but i'm not going into the relationship thing again, since the last time i fell for this girl, it turned out really weird, for me, and maybe for her too.

just pointing out that if i do find the right girl, i'm gonna evaluate her first, get to know if she really does like me, and make sure that her friends don't find out about me.

i guess i'm ending my post here. and until further notice, i'm gonna continue writing stuff and shit . so goodluck if you are reading this, and have a nice day.

"and everytime i close my eyes, i could see you standing in front of me."

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