is it really love when you have a girlfriend when you're below the age of 18, or to be more exact when you're still schooling? from what i've seen in kids these days, and i've seen a lot, they are kinda crazy about finding girldfriends and boyfriends. and their libidos are just taking over wuickly, and at younger age. i've met this kid at the age of 8, thats in Primary 2, that tells me that he has a girlfriend, and at first i thought he meant that he has a crush on some girl, but it turns out that he does, and the girl actually is his girlfriend. and that was just in primary school. then i find my cousin, in secondary school.
earlier last year, i heard he has this girlfriend, who is older than he is, about four years older. then when i told him, that having a girlfriend at his age wont last about two month, he told me that it was going to b forever. so it turns out i was wrong, it only lasted for about three weeks. then it turns out he has another girlfriend, who he tells me that 'will' last , again, until forever. then one month later, again breaking up. this is the pattern that he goes through. i dont think he gets the point of dating, but i also think that because i've been calling him gay, it may turn out that he is gay.yeah maybe thats it, maybe its because he's gay. and also there's this girl that he says is gonna be his girlfriend, i mean he even tried to write a song for her, the song is kinda stupid, but in the end it didn't worked out. i wanted to make a move on her, but i'm not that kind of guy, who moves in too fast. i barely know her.
anyway, now my cousin is with this young girl, in form 1. i think it will only last about three maybe four month. but i don't care about him. plus i still think he's gay, he's just still in denial. plus the girl is probably still too young to know how to love. so the question that usually comes to mind is how old until we are ready to love? but i can't tell you that, but probably one of my seniors can, he actually posted this blog about what i'm talking about. i can't compare mine to his, because most of my blogs are just random things with experience that i have from things, or things that i know. but his is more factual, and more detailed.
and i'm having a really rough week. these last few weeks haven't been really nice to me, i mean, assignments, exams next week, and most recently, i'm heart broken. i wont tell anyone who broke my heart, but it does hurt right now. that night really sucked and i dont intend on being with anyone for about at least two weeks. i can manage to get back on my feet, barely but i'll live.
"never did i try to be yours, and never did you try to be mine, but we did meet, and our hearts were intertwined, but sadly it all comes to an end, on the month before the last, november is never gonna be a blast, then again it never was....."
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