in vain and sorrow, our hearts hollow

i may as well say that, now, i'm not going to think about girl all the time.....a new revelation for me....... like before i said that i'm in love with her, now i'm just going to let it go.....let it fly away......who would wait for a girl, life's not about waiting , its about moving on......like the All american rejects song paper hearts, "i know moving on is.....easiest when I am around you".........yea it would sound that i'm like still hanging on to her memories....but i won't!.....there are still things that still haven't been said, so lets just leave them be......i learned something from a game i played recently...the past makes us who we are today, and no matter how hard we try to change them, there is no way to change them.....because the memories of the past is a part of us, they build us, form us....they are like our DNA, and we slowly evolve from it, we try as hard to not repeat the mistakes we've made in the past.....and try to relieve the best memories of our life, during the happy times, or the lovely times...............i have always been thinking about the past recently...but the past isn't all i've imagined before.....so now i'm setting my sights on the future, i'm trying to find a way to improve my life now....that is why i've been learning to drive.....and hopefully i'll get my license soon.......can't wait!....