Mawar Liar

... i met her at this shopping mall.. really bad girl, but she's sweet. she's like a wild rose, pretty yet very thorny... umm, not exactly a good example..okay... She's like a rose, pretty but not easy to be plucked, because of the thorns...yes... dont think less of my metaphores... i made them according to what i think is suitable...

for some apparent reason

theres no particular reason. just posting this because i drank too much coffee, i'm caffein crazy now, too much caffein...remember dont drink too much caffein.

gud night ..

why ow why?

is there nothing worse than a flood? yes there is.. all the while when i'm not celebrating my birthday (which i am not doing, because i don't celebrate any birthday) there is war going on in Palestine. and for some reason when there is someone who is not thankful it will always go to that war.... like per say, "i dont want this toy" "damnit play with that toy, people in palestine cant even play with that kind of toy." that is what usually happen when people aren't greatful. but the war or starvation in some other place shouldn't be like a thing to persuade you to be thankful. you must always be thankful, not because you aren't in some war or you're not starving in the dessert, but you have something to be thankful about..

so i decided to say to my cousin who's house is flooded right now and he has no place to sleep in, and almost all of his books and furniture in his house is ruined,that the war is much more worse than what he is going through... so what flood is much better compared to war, people dying, but flood only makes you wet....

and if you see people in the local malaysian TV they would only blame the government....always the government's fault.. luckily the people in Kuching, or Sarawak in general don't complain that much...dont think that just because i'm from sarawak..

and there are certain new things this year that kinda don't make sense to some people. one of the things that people really misunderstand is the wearing of seatbelt in the back seat. what people dont understand is that wearing seatbelt in the back seat is for safety reason. okay i know its nuisance, since it never is a law in Malaysia. my father said that he's been driving for 45 years, and he never use the seatbelt in the back and he's still alive. but surely he's old... so it doesn't count. people nowwadays are devil driver, or speed demon. which literally means they drive fast. but my dad still said that if you dont drive fast its optional... but seriously, even when you dont drive fast, if somehow some guy hit your car from the front or the back, you'll probably die.... and if you really don't believe me, think i'm joking around... you should watch this youtube video on seatbelts safety... even when one of your passenger dont wear a safety belt, you have more chances of dying than when all are wearing them... here are the videos:

Disclaimer: these are not my video, its from youtube, and if the owner do not want me to show these on my blogs anymore please notify me by placing a comment and i will gladly take it off from my blogs... thank you..











but just in case these videos don't show up here's the URL:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e6Qhmdk4VNs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4SEy_FCJlpk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BwM6ib0zeNg


i'm a hypocrite i admit it, i ask people to wear seatbelt, when i don't do it... but its my choice, i feel that i want to live dangerously...but no seriously i do wear them, that was just a joke... i really wear it... if you dont believe me, ask anyone that knows me... i'm a smart driver, not an asshole driver...

" I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue, I'm sorry about all things I said to you, and i know i can't take it back, i love how you kiss, i love all your sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round, and i just wanted to say I'm Sorry"
Sorry-BuckCherry

18 finally?

i turned 18 officially 12 o'clock last night. it was really lame. everybody elses 18th burthday would be at some huge party, but all i did was eat a zinger, and watch I, Robot. ... my life is sad, and it kinda sucks now. so anybody wanna get me more down do it now..... my life is just a waste of space and time.. nobody even knows that i'm alive. i am being so emo right now.. please don't let me live through another day.

anyways... goodbye....ow and happy birthday to myself!! dude this is so lame!!!!!!!!

lovelovelove, kisskisskiss

lips are bleeding now.... but its her first time... so its okay....

the day my life sucked...

nobody even remembered my birthday.... this sucks... so i guess i'll just hang out somewhere this saturday by myself or with pyzul and basri... or whoever but this year is gonna suck really hard... this is so ridicolously lame, and so crappy

reminds me of candy...

hey dudes and dudets, i did not know why i just used those words, but in any case i would like to point out that today is the 6th of january. which means its 4 more days until my birthday. unfortunately nobody seems to remember my birthday, which i think is bollocks(i do not know the meaning of this words, if anyone does tell me) or as i might call it in my native tounge "sialan celaka". and yes i do use these words to describe something crappy about me, or something crazy happening, or to some random dude that pissed me off while i'm driving.

yes, each and every year nobody ever remember my birthday, not my family, not my friends, and not those random friends on the internet. i really hate my birthday. maybe its because nobody remembers them, and that gets me so pissed off. maybe after i turned 18 this year, i might get pissed more often because nobody remembers that i'm 18. i always get the bad stuff and somehow i always get scolded for no apparent reason.

and as for something thats on my mind is that, i never had a girlfriend to spent my new year with, and because of that even during my birthday i dont have a girlfriend.. i mean come on, how sad is that? it really does sound sad, and it really does sound like i should go to an island or the island that the show LOST is filmed. or maybe i should stick with the possible like spend more days in my room playing video games, isolate myself from the outside world by never watching the news, never coming out of the room, and turning off my handphone, and to make it even worse i should only used flourescent lighting to make sure my eyes is really sensitive to the sunrays.

lastly, i want to play SNOOKER!!! i really miss that game. i was hoping to play it this weekend but nobody is coming back this week so its kind of a boar not bore, boar as in PIG... i'm starting to hate the beginning of this year, and if i hate the beginning i'll really hate the whole year. and i was wondering when is my life gonna be as good as it was in highschool, i miss hoghschool, the rules, the teachers, the friends, but not the uniform, i hated wearing uniform, but somehow i always look good wearing them....kidding...

i just done some video montage for highschool pictures of my class, and recalling back everything i saw, i really missed them... i really do..my friends, my old desk, my books, my drawing, my stupid ppencil, our class pranks, hating other kids, dissing other kids, and 'menyelak' (making fun) of some dude either from class or some other class but its usually me.....but i missed them...

"there is nothing new to me, i've seen them all, but you are out of this world, thats why i fell for you, and till my death bed, i always remember you..."